“The kingdom of heaven is like a treasure hidden in a field. When a man found it, he hid it again, and then in his joy went and sold all he had and bought that field.” Matthew 13:44

I have been a Christian for 60+ years now but I didn’t know what I had till about 2013 after I had come to live in a nursing home. The chaplain there loved God so much and was just bubbling over with joy and excitement. I was so wanting to know more. I had a good life but never thought much about doing anything different. I was just living my life how ever I wanted far from a new creation. I believed Jesus died for my sins but change. In 2013 I decided to go all in. Reading my Bible and praying everyday and I found a good church that would pick me up Sunday morning for church. I started memorizing scripture and as I did the more I knew the more joy I had. I started watching podcasts and sermons online and I couldn’t get enough. I started writing, something I was not very good at in high school, but I had to share my new found excitement. For the last few years I have been so full of joy that things can go bad but it doesn’t shake me like it normally would in my life. I am so glad I had my stroke because even though I’ve lost so very much I have found something better than gold and I wouldn’t trade that for anything. It is the things you can’t see with your eyes that non Christian’s don’t know. That feeling in your heart that brings joy that you can’t buy with gold. The excitement of seeing God at work and amazing things he does with simple people but awesome and extraordinary things. I thought at one time that I had to make my own exciting life. But what I thought was exciting was scraps and now seems stupid. The Christian life may be hard sometimes but it is so worth it. I wouldn’t trade this for anything else.