“Humble yourself, therefore, under God’s mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time.” 1 Peter 5:6

God loves the humble but resists the proud. He does not like when we think too highly of ourselves. Thinking we can take care of ourselves and that we control our future. I sure know that I’m thankful for all he has done for me and all that I have. I willingly die to myself every day and live totally for what he has for me and he has never let me down. He always gives more than what I could have alone. Because of my stroke I can’t do a lot of things anymore. I’m totally dependent on others to meet my needs but that has caused me to trust only in him. That wasn’t always easy because I feared what others might do wrong but God let me know that he was in charge of everything! He loves me and does take good care of me still. He still helps me to stay independent during the day. If I can’t do something I pray and he gives me strength or an idea to help me accomplish something and I do things to help those taking care of me to make sure they have what they need to help me. I have also found ways to encourage others. Even though I can’t do much I can write what he has taught me through everything and it does feel good to know God’s purpose for your life. I am a child of God and he has called me to encourage others. I may have been able to do so much more before my stroke but my heart wasn’t trusting or humble and that comes from a total change of the heart.